Teen Girl Seeking Real Orgasm
Today was a very strange day for me. I woke up early like I normally do, but this time, it was very different. Normally when I wake up, all I can think about is getting in the shower as quickly as possible, so I can have enough time to put my makeup on and get to school early. I guess I like to get to school early, so I can get my quick Jerry-fix. That is, I have to see Jerry in the morning. Seeing him really charges my batteries for the rest of the day. Of course, Robert must never find about this or he would be extremely jealous and very unforgiving.
As I was making my way to the bathroom, I heard some noises coming from my sister’s room. I couldn’t make out the noise at first, but then quickly, I realized it was someone snoring. I was curious, so I opened the door slightly and saw Beca sleeping in my sister’s bed. What made it very strange was that my sister wasn’t there and that Beca was at least half naked. The covers were slightly off and her left boob was showing.
Beca had breast augmentation surgery sometime last year. And seeing her boob all exposed like that really excited me. I’ve been fantasizing about getting my breasts enlarged, and seeing Beca’s huge melons, well just one of them, made me reach and grab my own.
I was standing there in the hallway looking into my sister room watching Becas naked body and grabbing my breast. What was I thinking? I must have been standing like that for at least five seconds before I snapped out of it and ran to the shower.
The entire time in the shower and for the rest of the day I felt all dirty. I mean could it be that I was attracted to Beca, or is it that I was just feeling my breast as a natural reaction because I would like my breast to look like her breast.
Although I promised myself that I was going to try and masturbate every day, so I can eventually become orgasmic, I couldn’t do it today. I think I didn’t do it because I was afraid of thinking of Beca rather then thinking of Jerry.
Robert came over later today, but I didn’t sleep with him. Well, not exactly. I gave him head, and he ejaculated in less than a minute. I think I’m getting pretty good at that. Hopefully he will be able to return the favor soon.
That’s it for today,
Candy
May 10th, 2007 at 9:26 am
I am curious to know how old you are and what you have tried in order to achieve an orgasm.
May 11th, 2007 at 8:58 am
So, are you looking for suggestions from personal experience, or is this just simply where you are posting your steps toward your goal?
July 27th, 2007 at 7:40 pm
Have a look at my blog for some tips on getting that orgasm.
July 31st, 2007 at 9:55 am
Hi Candy:
I’d love to help you relieve the sex tension whenever you like. Just write and tell me what turns you on. It’s much sexier when we can explain what we’re feeling as we’re pleasuring ourselves. Just reply whenever you feel horny and in the mood. I’m 6′1″, 26, good looking and love to help pretty ladies KEEP SMILING! I’ll be your secret erotic email lover. It’s safe that way and much more orgasmic!! 2 is much sexier than 1. I’ll be your secret BIG SICK
February 19th, 2008 at 10:27 am
rather a short blog; found the big O ?
April 6th, 2008 at 1:45 pm
Hello. Let’s get acquainted!
My name is Jessika.
July 27th, 2008 at 6:43 am
Dear Candy;
I have stumbled upon your blog as I am searching across the net for the right info about the female orgasm, explaining it in simple words is my aim.
I have read a briefed note on askmen.com, which i posted on my blog.
Glad to receive your comments
January 13th, 2009 at 12:59 am
It’s very natural to be aroused by anything beautiful–regardless of your sexuality, and the human body is a beautiful thing. That’s why all art back in the day was naked people ( mostly naked women) so don’t feel weird about that at all. It’s actually very healthy to have homoerotic fantasies, ESPECIALLY if you are seeking the big “O”. I want to be with a guy, and have only crushed on/liked/loved guys, but to be dead honest with you here ( cause I think it’ll help) , the only thing that gets me off when I’m masterbate (which I do just about every day to stay sane) are my girl on girl fantasies. I tried sort of messing around with some girl friends in college for fun and experimentation and all that, and it was fun. Just fun. Not hot or steamy or whatever it was every time I let my imagination run. But this says much here that will help you.
For one thing, you have to let your mind GO, in order to get the big O. You have to let it go WHEREVER. It sounds like you are too nervous to trust it and let it go crazy.
Eroticism is the key to female orgasming ( since penetration doesnt really do much) , and that involves weird shit more often than not.
I started eroticising and attempting to masterbate since I was 5, and my friends know me as the sexual one, but I don’t actually think I’m a horndog–I think what makes it easy for me, is the fact that I have a good imagination, and I let my imagination take OVER.
That’s the important part. You can’t be scared, or hesitant, you shouldn’t try so hard to control it. You’re controlling your mind too much, and the brain is the biggest sex organ in the body. You’re not O-ing because something in your head isn’t O-ing, if you know what I mean, and you need to be mentally stimulated and emotionally stimulated first, before the physical stuff can register and follow.
You also have to really embrace your body, and find what you like about it, and fixate on what you like about. Visualize someone with you while you’re masterbating to help you *think* of what it would take for someone to turn you on. What kind of foreplay. How long, where, etc–let it be a blank canvas you can paint anything you want on, on your own sweet time. Don’t rush playing with yourself, lie down, buy lotion your like, or get candles around you, and make a relaxing event of it.
Really relax with your body and your mind and then start experimenting–mentally–with what kinds of things turn you on or off.
Is it intimacy?
Is it sensuality?
Is it direct communication?
Is it physicality?
Is it the connection you have with
Don’t think about people you know yet, that’ll just stop you. Make up your dream-lover, and then you’ll realy come to understand what it takes for you to feel good, what it is you need, etc.
Then you can communicate/teach that with whomever is with you and over time, your dream lover will disappear, and be replaced by the one you’ve got.
You just have to dig a little deeper into what makes YOU tick. Not just sexually, but as a person in general. What attracts you, why, and if you had it—how would you then EXPRESS your affection for it? What kind of affection registers for you?
You’ll figure all of these things out, if you go through each option, while you’re visualizing, while you’re ” masterbating” , and eventually something will work.
A lot of eroticism, also, is about what is forbidden, or a little taboo or dangerous-hence why watching Becca play with herself was so arousing. It’s new, it’s a little bit of a no-no, by the norm, and it was intriguing. Run with that. Look up some lesbian porn ( but not the scary crazy hardcore stuff, more on the sensual end–the best thing to do is to find kissing clips in movies or scenes because those actually have chemistry and passion)
and really analyze how your heart works, and what makes it feel like it’s alive. You need to be ignited, and since nobody has done it for you yet, you’ve gotta work through your imagination’s power to figure out what that would require.
Hell I’ve even used an electric neck massager on my v before just to try it out and see if it’s arousing, and low and behold–it was.
Have fun with it! Go crazy!
ALSO: invest in good lubes, chocolate, dirty talking and breathing exercises.
Your flow of air, while you are trying to get off, is very important.
Your vagina in general should be relaxed, but you need to add some tension to the muscles in coordination with your inhales and exhales, to accentuate hormonal flow and make your orgasm intense. Apply some pressure with one palm right above your vagina below your uterus, while gently grazing your fingers around your vagina just to *explore* the area, and use getting a little wet as an arousing factor. Don’t be afraid to move your body around, thrust a little bit, bite yourself, whatever.
The key word here is exploring.
Good luck!