Orgasm Blog

Today was a very strange day for me. I woke up early like I normally do, but this time, it was very different. Normally when I wake up, all I can think about is getting in the shower as quickly as possible, so I can have enough time to put my makeup on and get to school early. I guess I like to get to school early, so I can get my quick Jerry-fix. That is, I have to see Jerry in the morning. Seeing him really charges my batteries for the rest of the day. Of course, Robert must never find about this or he would be extremely jealous and very unforgiving.

As I was making my way to the bathroom, I heard some noises coming from my sister’s room. I couldn’t make out the noise at first, but then quickly, I realized it was someone snoring. I was curious, so I opened the door slightly and saw Beca sleeping in my sister’s bed. What made it very strange was that my sister wasn’t there and that Beca was at least half naked. The covers were slightly off and her left boob was showing.

Beca had breast augmentation surgery sometime last year. And seeing her boob all exposed like that really excited me. I’ve been fantasizing about getting my breasts enlarged, and seeing Beca’s huge melons, well just one of them, made me reach and grab my own.

I was standing there in the hallway looking into my sister room watching Becas naked body and grabbing my breast. What was I thinking? I must have been standing like that for at least five seconds before I snapped out of it and ran to the shower.

The entire time in the shower and for the rest of the day I felt all dirty. I mean could it be that I was attracted to Beca, or is it that I was just feeling my breast as a natural reaction because I would like my breast to look like her breast.

Although I promised myself that I was going to try and masturbate every day, so I can eventually become orgasmic, I couldn’t do it today. I think I didn’t do it because I was afraid of thinking of Beca rather then thinking of Jerry.

Robert came over later today, but I didn’t sleep with him. Well, not exactly. I gave him head, and he ejaculated in less than a minute. I think I’m getting pretty good at that. Hopefully he will be able to return the favor soon.

That’s it for today,

Candy

The purpose of this blog is to discuss my quest for the BIG “O”

What makes the female orgasm so hard to achieve at a young age? I find it rather interesting that my older sister can have multiple orgasms, with multiple sex partners, very easily. Yet, it is a struggle for me to please myself even once. Most of my masturbating attempts end up dry, and when I’m with my boyfriend, well, let’s not go there as it is rather depressing. He keeps saying, “well, if you guide me… then I will hit the spot.” The last thing I want to do is be a tour guide during sex when I try to close my eyes and concentrate on the sensation that is there for one second and gone the next. Please post some comments and suggestions.

Thanks,

Candy